Trying Something New

Okay so I know I don't do this a lot... actually I do this next to NEVER but I have been feeling a little down about just everything. I don't know if it is due to the winter blues or just cause I am sick of school BUT I have been a bit of a "Negative Nancy"! so if I have said something rude or not so tactful to you, well I'm really sorry. But now the thing I don't do a lot is share my straight up feelings so here they are. If you don't like them, then i guess you have to choice to not read this ...

It wasn't until this last week when I was reading a blog that I really got a kick in the pants and it told me to be happy. (not the fake happy that comes on your face when someone walks up to you and asks you how you are but the real.. DANCE LIKE A CRAZY PERSON HAPPY... the way that i idealize myself to be)So this blogger was writing about a new movie and how there was "gay propaganda" in it. I have seen the movie and i honestly did not feel that there was any bit of propaganda at all! I just felt so truly bad for the poor author that wrote the blog because she was digging for something negative!

I don't want to be a "Negative Nancy" anymore! after I read the post I had this thought that was that there are so many people trying to push their thoughts and opinions and they don't realize that they aren't even trying to be happy! I want to put some happy thoughts on the internet. So whether or not this gets read at all, it will just make me feel happy that I made the internet a little bit happier.

Things that make me happy:

•   I will be on SPRING BREAK in a week! and I get to spend it with some pretty awesome people who I love dearly
•   I just got a cool new shirt that has tulip style sleeves... and now I really want to sew that little black dress pattern that i made up way back in November (im getting excited)
•    Yesterday Kevin helped me clean the house... and now everywhere i look my tiny house i can't help but SMILE because it is CLEAN (which is a really big deal for me)
•   I am cooking THE BEST TOMATO SOUP EVER for dinner... and i think that it is one of the greatest soups on the entire planet so I'm a bit excited.
•    I got to spend 2 hours with my sister AKA one of my best friends
•   I finally  changed my last name to Pickett on my drivers license and the picture is still bad despite my efforts in getting ready... i just have to laugh because I tried so dang hard to not look like a man... and i do! it kills me
• I got an email from one of my friends on a mission... and i sent an email to one of my other friends on a mission
•   My little sister will actually talk to me on the phone for longer than a minute.... she is so fun to talk to.
•   also i am still just so HAPPY about my clean house
•     I have some of the greatest parents that anyone could ask for... also fabulous in-laws, they really are great too.
•       my husband does goofy stuff with me... like he waxes his nose hair and i laugh/cry hysterically
  

Well those are a few that are just the most pressing... who knows i might right like this another time! 

I hope you are having a wonderful day. And don't forget someone loves you. Okay I know it's cheesy and it might be because i am trying to be happy that i am acting like a darned cheese ball but SERIOUSLY someone loves you.